more of same.

February 05, 2009 candacemorris 1 Comments

last night i felt free and magically alive.

today i just feel pissed and scared as hell.

~crm

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1 comments:

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free = pissed

pissed that you are independent now. you alone feel the true weight of this burden. though you are not alone, it is not the same as when we were children. questions were games we played at. responsibilities were remedial chores. money was a reward for being a good girl.

magically alive = scared as hell

scaling a cliff with masterful courage only to glimpse down at the thousands of feet below.

stepping onto the sea as you reach for your teacher only to collapse in the foolishness of your new reality.

walking giddily onto a dark, abandoned beach only to hold back your step in trepidation as you inch your toe toward an unseen coastline.