le fin du septembre
mine eyes see me in a different way.
it marks me, tells me i have lived and
even when no one is looking but me.
thank you umberdovely.
what's next? :)
my day was rough beginnings (had anxiety, stayed home, you know the drill) but i worked well at home today and joelio-eh-oh came home early to sit with me a while. i took one of those long showers where you carefully remove all the shame and guilt via exfoliation and repeat your friends' words "be good to yourself."
and i was.
Thanks for the date, books.
Maybe you will get lucky later.
But for now,
I am off to scald myself in hot water.
so now i put to bed day 2 of experiment.